It seems everyone is pulling my attention to do something the want me to do. If I am pleasing, I shouldn’t have to please. I am not here to do anything for you. I teach how to live, so you can live your own life, not live it for you, so you can rely on others for what you need to know for your self.
I share 700 ideas a day that all get stolen, but i keep getting better ideas. You got one idea you are scared is going to get stolen, so you hold on to it until you are dead. My life gets worse because you won’t include your self because you are scared of reality, but I got 700 more awesome ideas to share freely. Any brave courageous honest loyal souls out there, that love exciting the mind and building a free world that never fears theives and warlords again?
Make an appointment like i asked if you want help. I could use the money and don’t be afraid if you don’t have any money to ask me for help. Please be straight foward with your reason you don’t have money. And don’t faggot wall me if you want my help.
When I am with you I like you and not my self, because you told me to. I like my self when I am with my self and no one else. I am fun and happy, but not with you, because you will not let be me, even when I choose to include my self. You are that insecure.
You got all the dicks and pussies for your self and I get to be alone forever, because I wanted to be me.
I say no thank you to God for all He gave. I want to non-exist. I can’t handle what you gave when anyone wants less including my self and don’t want to know what it is like after healing because anyone was ever mistreated by our own mind’s right, and I see that is individual in its nature.
I wanted to meet people, not get married, or get pre-order pussy, because everyone was too scared to come over here. I told you what you wanted to hear and it wasn’t good enough. I just wanted to meet everyone, and now I don’t want to meet anybody and want to non-exist right now. My non-existence is the non-existence I want…I never was and never will be delete from God’s mind, so I and existence don’t know me at all as ever was and never will be, by the power of unconditional love.
My wife that never showed up fucked every human slab 800 trillion times, after she said she wouldn’t do that. Faggot walls are like that. My best friend made a movie and never came over after she said she would never hurt me. My girlfriend became the strongest female woman warrior by never coming over. So, I hope you can see why I don’t want to meet anyone.
It has been four years of mental torture after 12 years of eternal pain and torture. And after all I heard through faggot walls, anyone that let me sit here by my self to listen to this crap is way more evil than the attention seekers screaming through faggot walls.
Don’t worry everybody fucked every human slab 800 trillion times before coming over via faggot walls messaging, except for me. I think it was because I wanted to learn to hold hands and I needed a hug and that was everyone’s gift to me instead. Everyone went out and fucked every human slab 800 trillion times so they weren’t scared to come over and maybe give me a hug too, but it made them more scared, because nobody is here yet. I love you. Please pray for my non-existence.
I worship God. God doesn’t want us to worship, He wants us home safe. I worship for that reason. He saved us and sent a friend the holy spirit to show us the way home. God doesn’t want me to be afraid but you do, so I fear God. Get it. That’s what I think.