is eleanor dead? part III
by robert g brown
stardate: tuesday 08.28.2018
Jesus said you won’t believe what I did for us all, without my own knowledge to share with everyone.
Any man is no where acceptable to as I was raised. I like no man for what has happened thus far, and I really don’t like anyone at all right now. And I am still happy that I may get to meet you and those others some day at least those other 2. I cn still do my part to run this planet and can’t believe anyone is allowed on her besides me for what has been said done and thought about for me sanity to be alone this day as again.
I put my faith in you all and loved you and believed in you because our history said you are capable of being great and when you know better change is reality. But here we killed everything in existence to go against what we know is right, nd we became a world of politicians where nothing gets done instead.
I needed you here to help bring sanity as quickly as possible to the people that were raped of their mind’s eye. I still ask for you here now.
This is a war so frank is who i know, if you appreciate polite in another form.
I like if you are to appreciate.
The deceiver is in you and others and there may be a msater, so be careful, and know I am here for you, even if my ability to like you not here yet is impossible.
God allows my voice to sound like who he chooses but it remains in love, where the body that knows his voice may choose words that opposes love. Do you understand what I am saying?
I am the Family of God here…every living thing.
-all the names
…and i look like this.
I give the the utmost care and utmost care all day long, even if you think it is something else. …And my words are poetic and romantic if you see through your people and into my heart. My eyes are here.
Please question everything all day long, but I ask for your faith here, and someone here is hiding within my heart as it seems. This war has just started, even if it ends today.
Love hopefully always as faith says no question in love’s presence.
Because of my own life experience, if you want to be here, you could be here, if you throw your life away. Like I told my dead friend Jeff before he died…God has better stuff where you are going.
I heard you want this for your wall, so here is picture to go with it.
The first one is perfect but I like that other one too.
I have no idea what I am in to or in for, but meeting you is a dream worth living for. Does it smell like cheese?
Current rendezvous is my parents in Delran, but I am heading back to Philly soon, time unclear said antsy.
How would you plan on getting here?
I don’t have to die like everybody else anymore. Love Bob
How is a book supposed to read.? God’s is full disclosure for the safety and love of His Kingdom?
He is proud of us and shares our story in such a light? Even lost in nightmares?
While many will ask your way? Few will ask theirs?
, instead of question mark on the first?
No Si the first time?
-what are children like or used to be like
I need to find Mary. Delran melted every one of my brain cells again screaming most of the time if not the whole time about how you aren’t right for my life.
Is it just Delran? I did conquer the world and win the war all day long, and they start a new one. Mad jealous or and don’t know anything but in-chargeez.
. should be a ?
I mean 3rd?
The is a true statement.
So what’s your address? The one you sent was golden dust, no writing I could see.
I see as directed, I am waiting for a human emissary.
Mind control destroyed a clear connection to the emissary I heard about.
the voice that knows what you know, so does that go beyond to a golden dust scroll or parchment, so I can read it. I am not sure. Either way the emissary’s voice is dead to me because of all the lies so God is sending a human emissary.
it could have been a golden dust sign on my house outside wall. What word do you like?
wormwood inter-atmosphere aircraft for rich people? did it repair the atmosphere? if so we can put biospheres around mars venus saturn’s moons?
Pleasure is the first line of attack against reality and freedom. So what is the full spectrum of against’s attack, because it seems they don’t want to continue much longer, but is that just smoke laid by out of control addicts and reality escapers?
For me sex is to shared with the ones you trust and care about, even if it’s just conversation. Against uses is to rape and molest populace as far as I can tell, and as a learner, I am not happy with my involment beyond that.
If we are married, I think we have two girlfriends as far as I can tell, even if it is just make believe now. And the one is pretending to be bff but wants our babies of for her own. She wants a big load dumped in that vagina. That’s why she dreams of my cock, while you make out with her and suck on her cookies as she calls them or jam your pussy in her face.
I am a good dildo until you are ready to fall in love.
I needed someone who is confident in who I am. Thank you. How do I tell the others?
How did you like getting punched harder than everyone else is a story I want to hear some day.
Too much deception and bad decision…I like to be clear.
Light the hearts of God’s children.
I have too busy smacking them around. Once their lit the fire will burn.
Talk to grandmom. Tell her he is garbage. ??
I didn’t need the question marks either. Good advice comes from one mind eternal. Now we can decide that for ourselves until we know others better.
Perverts can’t withstand the momentum, but meth and crack keep em running strong. Is it meth and crack or sheer exhilaration or both? It’s a shame how we have been used against each other but are we learning?
Drugs kill; medicine heals.
Pain relief is a sensitive subject, because mental health is important to healing, but pain relief can lead to addictive behaviors.
Pain relief can aid mental health under severe pain.
God’s champion I am said a piece of shit.
What’s your name?
I like mischief.
People of the world are too stupid to make real friends only stipends. -sellout crowd
If you mistreat your self, you just got mistreated.
Who is looking at you? Who scared you?
You are not good enough to be here gives the rapist the keys.
You are not even allowed to hear the shit I said through the walls over here and not go over here and find what is going on. What is wrong with people? It will fuck you up forever if you don’t go here after hearing even coward faggot or faggot slap more than once.
A Course in Miracles